To Who it may concern..you know who you are: what can I say?? You are one of the best things that has ever happened to me. You are one of the most beautiful, kindest girls I have ever met. it has been a wonderful experience. My favorite characteristic about you is that you are willing to accept me for who I am. That is very hard to find in someone anymore. You are so nice and you care so much for all of the people that are close to you. I find it amazing that this much love can come from one single person. I just want you to know that I hope that our relationship together will last throughout high school and possibly continue on into our adult years. Whenever I think about you, a smile comes across my face knowing that I was lucky enough to find a friend like you. You are amazing in every aspect of your existence and I hope that you never find a reason to change... i hope you know
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Monday, February 23, 2004

Currently Playing
Tell All Your Friends
By Taking Back Sunday
see related
- Bike Scene

It's not being in love that makes me happy.

It's being in love with you.

-what ever..

Jimmini cricket is a LIAR!!!!

..thats a car's tail lights i took that picture


Currently Playing
Tell All Your Friends
By Taking Back Sunday
see related
- Bike scene

Bike Scene

I'll leave the lights down low
so she knows I mean business
And maybe we could talk this over
Cause I could be your best bet
Let alone your worst ex
And let alone your worst...

I wanna hate you so bad
But I can't (but I can't) stop this
anymore than you can

So honestly, how could you say those things
when you know they don't mean anything
And you know very well
that I can't keep my hands to myself,
hands to myself

I wanna hate you so bad
But I can't (but I can't) stop this
anymore than you can

This is all wrong and it shows
There's certain things I promised not to let you know,
(I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the edge of my seat,
I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the...)
not to let you know
I never let you, never let you, never...

You've got this silly way
of keeping me on the edge of my seat
But you're only counting the clock against the train
And I'm miserable, oh
(I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the edge of my seat,
I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the...)
And you're just getting started
I'm miserable, oh
And you're just getting started

You've got me right where you want me
(let's never talk) Let's never talk, let's never,
let's never talk about this again because...
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me

Anyway... yeah

ok so...if a certain song can make me feel a certain way..or think about somthing..and get completely moved by the song lyrics or the music..its themost amazing experiance for me.

anyways...alot of stuff has been goin on..i made candy a CD she liked it..she loves when i play guitar for her..i really like her i hope somthing might be there.. i ono..hmm.i hate this..i want to ask her out so badly but i dont know if its a good idea yet,..the feelings are there i know it..but is it the right time?


Monday, February 16, 2004

Currently Playing
Tell All Your Friends
By Taking Back Sunday
see related
- whatever number 9 is

Current Mood:  happy

hey guys whats up?...not much here..well its the end of a long five day weekend..im ready to go back to the old school house...well not really..i guess im ready to see my friends again..and a few teachers...mostly alice though..me and her have been having really great convorsations lately. i love when we seriously talk..instead of just skrewing around with random subjects.. i mean thats always fun..but i like listening to her more... i like the fact that she's confortable enough with me to come to me with any problems she might have..no matter how big or small... i cant wait till i get my car so i can see more of my friends on the weekends..i dont really get a chance to hang out wiht her or any of my other friends that often..its no big deal but ide like it more if i could do such a thing.....i wrote her a song.. yay for me...

Taking Back Sunday Rules!

hmm..what else is going on...melissa offically hates me AGAIN. i dont even know why... oh well thats her deal i dont give a crap anymore,.

pauls obsessed with john mayer...

i miss alice..i think im gonna call her later...

ok well im gonna go now..


Friday, February 13, 2004

Currently Playing
The Places You Have Come To Fear The Most
By Dashboard Confessional
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- time to get depressed

Current Mood: .blah

hey.. valentines day is tommarow and im already feelin the worst of it.

non non l'im stancato di essere solo. voglio qualcuno nella mia vita che posso chiamare il mio.. qualcuno che si preoccupa di me nella maniera di samne mi preoccupo di loro.. il theres soltanto una persona che posso pensare di ma so il suo il tempo. io l'ust lo sa.. il suo gonna succede ma adesso.. l'ive ha voluto più di l'anythign alla chiamata giusta quella persona e tutto gli dice penso eio sa il wont.. già sanno probabilmente. ..ya pensa? ... amo questa persona. ho loro ha amati poiché il grado 8th e lo sa.. me vive ma indossare per sapere quanta.. desidero che potrei chiedere lei se questo l'uccide a.. desidero che potrei chiedere quella persona come sentono.. ho indossato vuole le cose prendere rovinato.. l'amo....I love you Melissa G.

maybe some day ill show you i can let you see what i wrote..most likely not..

..hehe birdies are cool


Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it
I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one
I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?
I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
You'll be so good
You'll be so good for me

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Melancholy llume: and i picked a couple CD's and john mayer was one of them Paulz1208: good boy Melancholy llume: i did just for you accually Melancholy llume: hehe...wanna pet me? Melancholy llume: :-D Paulz1208: i seriously think hes like the best guitar play/song writer of our generation Paulz1208: player* Melancholy llume: thats nice....please pet me Melancholy llume: :-D Melancholy llume: :::::::::::waggs tail:::::::::: Melancholy llume: Take me down there Photographic relapse People feeding frenzy The devil is so lovely. Melancholy llume: wtf? Paulz1208: idk dude i havent talked to her in like forever Melancholy llume: yea well..she scares me Paulz1208: yup Melancholy llume: brody is so hot Melancholy llume: you know who brody is right? Paulz1208: no Melancholy llume: brody is the singer from " The Distillers"..she's so hot Paulz1208: oh Melancholy llume: you should listen to the distillers Melancholy llume: they rock Paulz1208: hey i just thought of an awesome song title Melancholy llume: what is it Paulz1208: 1/5 life crisis Melancholy llume: what the 1/5 mean Paulz1208: one fifth, like half life but.... fuck it nvm Melancholy llume: lol Melancholy llume: hehe Melancholy llume: haha Melancholy llume: hoo Melancholy llume: hoho* melancholyllume wants to directly connect. melancholyllume cancels request; no connection was made. (Note: For best results, you and your buddy should use the latest version of AIM.). melancholyllume wants to directly connect. Melancholy llume: PAUL!! melancholyllume cancels request; no connection was made. (Note: For best results, you and your buddy should use the latest version of AIM.). Paulz1208: o sry Paulz1208 wants to directly connect. Paulz1208 is now directly connected. Melancholy llume: Melancholy llume: should say "dont watch stupid tvshows" Melancholy llume: sorry wrtong im Melancholy llume: thats brody Paulz1208: yuck! Paulz1208: seriously! 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Paulz1208: Back to you It always comes around Back to you I tried to forget you I tried to stay away But it's too late Over you I'm never over Over you Something about you It's just the way you move The way you move me I'm so good at forgetting And I quit ever game I play But forgive me, love I can't turn and walk away Paulz1208: chris the mans a genious Melancholy llume: lol ..yep...he sure is Paulz1208: Leave the light on I'll never give up on you Leave the light on For me too Melancholy llume: lol Melancholy llume: your obsesed Paulz1208: yup